Today I saw her again.

almost everyone knew I m very close with her, but thats long long time ago. but this friendship making me frustrated, I dump all my friends that really care about me, I dump all my subjects that i like, i choose to stay with maple story to forget about that, but what really is, at last i just have nothing. because of her, i never stay very very close with other friends, i m afraid, i m afraid i get hurt. zee yin told me to forget about her, but how can i? how can i forget such a friend that treat me so good before? how can i forget the happy memories that she gave me? how can i forget we fighting for PMR together? HOW CAN I??

But now... I just saw her in a stupid ceramah,the feeling of hurt is backing, all my old friends and she stay together, I tried to avoid her, i tried to make her as a transparent object, but how? she is really exist, and i m there, faking a smile, suffering... insomnia tonight...